mraaaaaaawgh.

I actually need to stop replacing words and conversation with an assortment of strange noises. True fact.


This week has been one hell of a whirlwind. I actually feel physically dizzy when I stop to think about it.

I'm losing my mind, you're in my head all the time
I'm losing my mind and you're just fine.


Pimping out a bit of Better Than Toast right there (y), they're really good. I'd say they're better than toast but that would be:

a) A really, really lame pun.
b) Meaningless, seeing as I don't really like toast anyway.

I'm slightly irritated right now, to be perfectly honest. One minute, everythings fine, next day I'm getting ignored? Oooooh. It makes me want to punch someone really hard in the face.

However, I cannot throw a punch to save my frigging life.

I'm still can't stop thinking, re-thinking and overanalysing. And wanting. Really desperately wanting something I know fine well I can't have. Maybe I'm just being a spoiled little brat or something but it's really difficult to let go.

Today, I was supposed to be going swimming with Cheetos. But she's gone materials shopping instead. Cow. (I love her really!)

& latest Ouran chapter made me a very, very happy bunny this morning.

I don't want to be away from college for two weeks. Yes, the real reason is sad, pathetic, lame and a plethora of similar adjectives. One track mind and all that, ho-hum. I really do need a break though. I'm so stressed and barely sleeping at the moment. Y'know, studies show my lack of sleep is making my friends 20% more likely to smoke weed. I really am a bad influence after all.

This week should be quite good, at least. I'm probably going out for lunch with my lovely mother tomorrow and I'm at Clara's on Tues-Weds. We're going to bake brownies, yay! (Let's hope no one dies in the process.) It's my parents twentieth wedding anniversary on Weds which is so, so cuuuuute. Then I'm going to see Remember Me with Laurennie on Saturday. Good stuff (y).

So, I really shouldn't feel this hollow, should I? Bah. I need plans for the second week.

I also should watch my newly reclaimed Potter DVD... and tidy my room.

Over and out :)