I don't know anything anymore.
Actually, there is one thing I'm certain of. I do not want tomorrow. No matter how bad today gets, at least it isn't tomorrow.
I think I forgot how to be happy at some point this weekend, heh. I proved I can do a fantastic impression yesterday, though.
The only other thing I'm sure of is that I want to be childish about this. I want to dig my heels in and kick and shout and scream and cry. Maybe I haven't grown up at all.
I don't know if I'm glad no one will read this or not. I want someone to reach out, but I really don't.
I broke my no tears record for the day. Fantastic.
Fuck you all, Nichola :)
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