Since my breakdown/migraine on Monday that kept me at home, this week so far (ie; two days) has been pretty good.
Okay, so I'm still secretly (not so much now) completely petrified of being at college. Otherwise, life's not too shabby (minus insecurities, exams and homework!) (I'm a barrel of contradictions.)
Because I've realised, I have the world right at my fingertips. No, I don't mean technology. What I mean is, I have so much choice. Anything - anything that takes my fancy is well within my reach. I could be so many things, meet so many people, see so many places.
What's more, I don't need anyone else. No need for boring deadweights here.
Although I do plan to drag my best friends along for the ride.
I feel stimulated at the moment. On Saturday, I went to Amy's party (despite wanting to crawl away from the world). I met some really fun, interesting people. I also realised what I really wanted all along.
Other stuff I wanted to say, but I'm tooooo tired!
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