reasons I can't stand you.

• You act like a petulant child about everything.
• You're a hypocrite.
• You're absolutely vile to me.
• You can't keep a promise.
• You bitch and bitch and bitch. And bitch some more.
• What's more, eighty percent of it is untrue. Liar.
• You can't take a fucking joke.
• Unless it's about someone else.
• You're downright boring.
• You're just so ignorant it makes me want to bang my head against a wall.
• Actually yes, you are stupid.
• I swear down that 75% of everything you say is a complaint about something.
• The other 25% is pure bullshit.
• You can't think for yourself. Or do any research. Back up your words.
• You think you're so much fucking better than me. Newsflash, you aren't sweetie.
• You're so patronising and condescending.
• Worse still, you have no grounds to be.
• You can't use grammar properly. No matter how often you insist you can.
• Oh, and using a language properly does not equal making you conform to societies expectations.
• You try far, far too hard. And fail so hard :'D
• Please for Pete's sake, learn to take responsibility for your own actions! 
• You're not mature, at all. Stop trying to say you are. It makes you look even more retarded.
• You spout shit about stuff you don't understand.
• You're a coward. 'Nuff said.
• I can't trust you. Nor should anyone else.
• You can't keep a promise. That's the hieght of dishonour in my book.
• You're such a lightweight, but you constantly get drunk and make a dick of yourself. 
• Would it kill you to smile? You're so miserable!
• You never have time for me, even when when what you're doing is trivial.
• You clearly got bored of showing me any affection whatsoever.
• Talking badly of my friends is a bad thing.
• You're so unreasonable it kills my soul.
• Temper tantrums. Please, stop. You're not a toddler.
• Some of the comments you make are downright disgusting.
• I have never met anyone else as selfish as you

Basically, you're a prick. I'm going to keep this as a reminder of why I just shouldn't care at all :)

i'm gonna reach for the stars;

 although they look pretty far~!

Whipped cream moustaches may well be the best thing ever invented!

I adore Costa visits with my best <3 even if she does laden me with (even more) really heavy bags. Ouch my back.

I'm really sleepy today, I'm not actually sure why I'm still awake. Oh yeah, fanfiction.net ;D I am so lame.

The apocalypse is overdue, I've started revising. *watches you all faint with horror*

Hopefully work won't be too bad. I think I'm stopping at Amy's tomorrow night, which should be great fun :) It's a pity we can't have another drunken Wii night on Sonic Colours like we did at New Year's :'D

hi blog

Long time no see! Did you miss me?

I am trying to revise Chemistry. Trying. Inevitably, this mock tomorrow will be soul-crushing.

I'm really trying to care :L

I seem to be getting lost in my thoughts a lot lately, and bothered by them.

OH AND POKEMON SOULSILVER IS LOOOOOOVE <3

[I am clearly very happy with my Christmas prezzies :3]

+day three :)

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Have red hair <3
2. Buy me hot chocolate!
3. Give me amazing hugs, please?
4. Nerds are hot, true fact.
5. Put up with my random fangirl spazzing.
6. Anyone who doesn't take themselves too seriously = (L)
7. Harry Potter fans? Fuck yeah!
8. Honesty. Really, I just want someone down to earth and honest. :)

My views on drugs and alcohol? Everything in moderation [/hypocrite] I suppose. Not an advocate of most drugs though.

day two

...because I forgot to post yesterday :P

Nine random facts :))

1. I will always maintain that Digimon is a BAJILLION times better than Pokemon.
2. Despite appearances, I'm actually quite introverted.
3. Right now, I'm torn between starting my Shuichi (Gravitation), James (Potter xD) and Tails costumes OTL
4. I have a strange obessession with putting cheese on pretty much anything else that's edible.
5. Peas are disgusting, true fact.
6. Orange is my favourite colour <3
7. The mere mention of Harry Potter will make me spazz uncontrollably
8. I'm currently reading through the Gravitation manga xD
9. I read way too many fanfics.

In ten years time I'll be 27. Yuck. I hope I'm happy, basically and that's about it. I guess I wouldn't mind having a significant other either, but I generally don't plan ahead any further than the next ten minutes, nevermind years xD

at this rate none of my work will get finished :L

Shouldn't have left it all til tonight but I've been working all freaking week >< and I just had to see Susan today. Getting no sleep is worth it when I get to see her.

She bought me a rather fetching orange *spazzyay* bracelet and a Vampire Knight necklace today :)) I also picked up volumes 3&4 of Gravitation (eek! want to go and read now ;____;)

Which brings me on to...

Cosplays I would like to do/ plan to do (so far):

• Tai Kamiya - Digimon Adventure 02 (Season 1 already done xD)
• Takeru "TK" Takaishi - Digimon Adventure
• digimonemperor!Ken Ichijouji - Digimon Adventure 02 [SHOW BIAS FTW!]
• Haruhi Suzumiya - The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
• Shuichi Shindou - Gravitation
• Yuuki Cross/Kuran - Vampire Knight
• Hanabusa Aido - Vampire Knight
• James Potter - Harry Potter Series
• gijinka!Tails - Sonic the Hedgehog
• Sakura Kinomoto - Card Captor Sakura (various outfits)
• Yuiko Hawatari - Loveless
• Max Tate - Beyblade (stfu, I'm totes coolbeans.)
• Rin Kagamine - Vocaloid
• Kagami Hiiragi - Lucky Star
• Sora - Kingdom Hearts
• Minato Namikaze - Naruto
• Minako Aino/Sailor Venus - Sailor Moon
• Kaoru Hitachiin - Ouran High School Host Club
• Mitsukuni Haninozuka - Ouran High School Host Club
• Momiji Sohma - Fruits Basket

...and many more, if I ever do any of these I'll be impressed 8D I should also pick some more girls, dammit ><

day one;

1. I love you, so, so much.
2. You're the Sirius to my James :]]
3. Offs, everything you say is just bullshit.
4. Bitch, please.
5. I think of you as the mum of our group, you're so caring and mature.
6. Hi there, I miss you.
7. Our meeting was so coincidental but I've really grown to like you an awful lot.
8. Y'WHAAAAAAAAT!? Don't fuck with my friends.
9. We have awesome taste in fictional characters (h)
10. DIGIMON DIDJERMUM.

Currently in a relationship with a wonderful young woman who is the Lilyflower to my arrogant bullying toerag xD

thirty day challenge

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month

TWO IN ONE! =D

ten day meme challenge thingy

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

making a costume.

Is actually really, really hard. Especially as I forgot to consider the fact I am not an eleven year old boy. Oh my life. So now it doesn't actually fit me. Whoo!

Luckily, my mum is a miracle-worker with a needle and thread and should be able to fix it. I hope everyone will look past my stitching (I can't actually stitch in a straight, consistent line.)

Gah. I have a huge list of things I need to get still, OTL.

On a different note, Clara's today (whenever I actually get dressed 8D) it was her eighteenth on Saturday, but she buggered off and left us to go to New York. Eep, excited. In true Nichola-being-very-disorganised I still haven't actually BOUGHT the present. I know what I'm getting. Kind of. I picked a few things in one store and now have to decide.

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

when all your dreams are shattered, everything is beautiful.

Long time, no blog.

Recently, I received two conditional offers to study Biology, from Exeter and Nottingham. (AAB and ABB respectively, *gulp*)

I have also been at work looooooooooooooooooads >.< I have to work in BLACKPOOL tomorrow. Great. I love new people and unfamiliar situations. Not.


To make matters worse, Heather didn't finish my halloween costume after all. Actually she barely started it, meaning lots of /trying/ to sew tomorrow. It's going to look awful but who cares, I'm having fun. <3

And, the wig is just epic. epicepicepicepicEPIC.

 Bad angle, crappy iPhone camera and no make-up = BLEH. But OMG >3< Wiggu <3 I love it so, so much. I'm wearing it right now as I type it. I really can't wait til Saturday now! :]]

you and I have got a lot in common

Yesterday. Wow. I'd say it was awful (which it was) but it wasn't. Even if I did chuck Mountain Dew over my head. Even if I would really, really like to slap a certain "friend". (Luckily, I know when to remove myself from a situation.) Even if it did chuck it down and I didn't have a coat and missed the last bus and my parents raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaged.

Because, my friends make everyday a good day. Whether it's sticking up for me, offering to mediate a situation because they can't bear to see me upset, laughing at me and my ridiculous lack of co-ordination, paying for me to get on the park and ride bus, demanding hot chocolate, balancing umbrellas on my head, talking like men or just generally reminding me who is really important.

I have an interview at Manchester 8D!

on my looooooove (L)

OH MY LIIIIFE, point one: seriously can not wait for Deathly Hallows. One more month <3.

Secondly:

 

Found this little beauty last night <33333 It's basically the Butter-fly opening of Digimon Adventure UP TO ELVEN. *fangasms* Sing along with me guys, KITTO TOBERU SA, ON MY LOOOOOVE! (The Kouji Wada version is also awesome, just so you know.) He's also done a cover of God Knows from The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. [/geek out]

Or not... for my halloween costume...?

This cool kid. Oh yes (h). JUST LOOK AT THE HAIR <333

In other news: I have too much work to do, am very, very tired . Certain people really ought to grow up, I'm not being fucked about any more. Serious beans here! Also, I outright refuse to do my maths homework tonight. I'll do it before RE/at lunch tomorrow, simple. I miss Susan. BAAAAAH.

I'm also oddly obsessed with sheep, although I haven't been to Wales in an awfully long time. Oh, and facebook? STOP TELLING ME ABOUT SOMEONES COMMENT THAT HAPPENED TEN FREAKING HOURS AGO. Also, DO notify me when I get a friend request, I hate having to check my e-mails (I'm not even going to bother trying to delete them. Urgh.

P.S. DIGIMON DIDJERMUM xD

draw me closer, as if we were two magnets;

so that even if we separate, we will reunite again.

VOCALOID, FTW!

I miss this film.

OH MY LIFE.

I can't wait. 42 days. That has to be significant <3

what goes up must come down,

yet my feet don't touch the ground.

ZOMG! I have this <3 I still haven't played it yet (I've had sososososo much work) but still. I'm so glad I went to the lock in just because I found it! I can't wait for Sonic Colours to come out!

Secondly, I'm probably not going to expo now. The money is just... beyond our realms right now. Still, I should be able to afford a PS2 (and Sonic Heroes OMGOMGOMGOMG. I miss that game so much!)

Thirdly - OMG TONIGHT <3 Originally it was supposed to be just Hikari and I. However, Cheetos came too (because of how much food my mum bought) although when she got round to making the lasagne... my goodness! So. Much. FOOD. Clearly, the logical option was to invite Michael round, someone I've met, what, once!?

Totally amazing idea actually! Even if he did absolutely wipe the floor with us on Mario Kart. (It took me three rounds to even earn a single point, oh my life!) and at trampolining on Mario&Sonic(are you seeing a pattern here?). Although that was less wiping the floor and more "being completely amazing and earning a perfect score", seeing as Hikari and I did very well too. Cheetos sucked though! Our swimming started off awful (Vector can't swim and I still think it's completely and utterly against Olympic regulations for Sonic to wear a life jacket!) but eventually we came first as a team (okay, we relied a LOT on Hikari.)

Oh, and best way to win fencing? Fap-fap-faaaaaap!

i haven't posted in about two weeks.

Diddums.

Today is a wonderful, gorgeous day. FML. I'm working 'til eight.

I've had some fun over the past couple of weeks, particularly setting up our Animanga club and spending time with Hikari (her mum is amazing, just saying!)

However, I'm also really frustrated by a certain person's hypocrisy. "Don't be so controlling." yet ignoring everyone elses suggestions and taking over themselves? Bah. What makes it worse is this person's nerve to call themself my friend and yet go running to my best friend accusing me of having a go constantly, to make my life that much worse.

I'm not having a go love, you just need to handle the truth.

Oh yeah, and even if it was a joke, I don't particularly appreciate having certain secrets announced in public to people I barely know, kthnx. [/rant over]

Other than that... college is hard, being at home is hard, work is hard. Pah. Best friends playing rather harsh practical jokes?

FML right now.